Monday, June 26, 2023


 Will you realize, at some point, that I’m not there?

I feel like you’re not going to realize it for a while.

You said that you were lying to everyone, even yourself.

At that moment, I didn’t fully believe you. Now, I believe you.

The door is locked, and I need someone to open it from the other side so that I can move forwards. I feel like no one’s opening it for me because I have somehow become invisible. 

Thursday, June 8, 2023

Wouldn't It Be Loverly?

 All I wanted, my deepest desire, was to be able to spend time with you, face-to-face, without anyone being lied to. I  didn't want to ever be a secret, again. I didn't know what would happen if we did that, but I saw that we finally had a chance to try it out. I was sad at how we got there, but happy about where we were finally standing  

But then you made it weird. 

Now I'm sitting in weird.