I didn’t get dumped. I got a dozen long-stemmed roses for my birthday, though, with a card that reads, “Happy birthday, my love”. That’s pretty heart-touching.
I think that I might just be too needy to share a boyfriend with others. Like, I want all of his romantic attention, and how can I have that, if he’s busy discovering new people?
And I still worry that one of them might have the same kind of chemistry with him that I do.
I know that neither he nor I are TV attractive, but we’ve got a crazy chemistry. Kissing him is like swimming through an underwater rainbow with sunbeams shining through it.
I haven’t kissed him since February. I really miss it.
So he’s still traveling, and he’s staying where he is at least through the end of the year, and he’s making tentative plans for the summer.
He sends me romantic messages, and we have video chats, and sometimes I get surprise presents which are incredibly sweet.
I really want a kiss, though.
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