I'm in too much pain to sleep. The painkillers didn't really work, today. I was just overly stoned and in pain. My aide had a second shadow aide an inch and a half behind her. They overlapped.
Anyway, now it's after midnight and I don't want to talk to any of the people who are also so messed up that they're still awake, so I find myself here.
Sometimes it's nice to have an abyss to shout into.
I snapped at you for doing something unhelpful.
You snapped back that you wouldn't just leave it like that, like an asshole.
Do you think that you've never been that asshole?
He sent me a video message. I listened to everything he had to say. I care about it all, because I care about *him*.
He went to end the message. I started to hope he'd say "I love you". Then he did.
Butterflies. At this age.