Sunday, July 9, 2023

Figuring It Out

 Just saw a message thread where I was talking about my feelings with a friend. How I wanted something, but understood why I couldn't have it. 

It was precisely two weeks later that I got it. 

But I got the Monkey's Paw version. 

I hope it doesn't go as badly as the original story did. 

It's odd. I want something that I could probably have pretty easily with another person, but the person that I've been chasing is the only one that I want to have it with. 

Soon enough all of my chances and opportunities with this person will be gone, and hopefully I can go back to not wanting anything, again. It was in no way fulfilling, but it was so much easier. 

I always say, "At least it's not boring".

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